Waiting On My Best Life #64

It is after 1:00 in the morning and I have been working on this blog post for several hours because I have been determined to post something for my blog audience, but I had a difficult time getting my thoughts together, so I decided to just write straight from my heart as I always do. In my writing on this blog I always try to share something that “plants seeds” or is thought provoking to those who choose to read my words. I also try to be uplifting to others by expressing the good that I feel about the awesome people that God has placed throughout my journey on this side of life, because I have never wanted my blog to be simply a journal of my everyday life. I want my readers to benefit in some way from my words. If you know me you are aware that I try to always be someone who spreads compassion, kindness, love and positivity but honestly during the last few days I haven’t been feeling so positive. I’ve been throwing a pity party and I am the only person who received an invitation. In the last few weeks I have been dealing with some health issues and I feel like I have fallen into a giant pothole and God is the only one who can provide me with a ladder so that I can climb out.

About a week ago I posed a question to my PBZT family on my social media pages and that question was, what does the phrase “living my life to its fullest” and “living my best life” mean to you? Whenever I hear people say either of those phrases it is usually in reference to them being able to do the fun things in life like going on vacations and being reckless whenever they feel the urge to. The last time I heard someone say one of those phrases it made me think about what exactly those phrases mean to me. Thinking about what my definition for those phrases would be made me realize that I am not sure if I am living my life to its fullest. In the last few days while laying in bed in pain I started to realize that I feel like I am just existing in this world and not actually living. I also feel like the phrases “living my life to its fullest” and “living my best life” mean different things to everyone because all of our lives are completely different. To some of the people who responded to my social media question, those phrases mean doing whatever makes them happy like loving God and their family & friends, others said that they consider living their best life, living a life not concerning themselves with others’ opinions. Some in my PBZT family defined living their best life as being positive and sharing with others, staying on the right side of the law and living with no regrets. One answer to my question that really made me think about how I’m living my own life came from someone near and dear to me, my brother’s definition of living life to its fullest is, taking chances, enjoying the little things, taking nothing for granted, appreciating those you hold dear, traveling and discovering new things when time & funds permit. I believe that if I had to define the phrase “living my best life” I would probably say a mixture of everything those in my blog family stated. I would probably define both phrases as living life in a way that brings you some happiness and contentment.

I have been thinking about it a lot and I am not sure that I am living my life in a way that brings me complete happiness and contentment, but I have always felt like I am living out God’s plan for my life at this moment. I think that living my best life would consist of finding something to do with myself that gives me a sense of value and fulfillment. As I stated above lately I have been having some health issues which have made me question life, once again I am questioning God although I know I probably shouldn’t be doing so, but some time I do not understand life so I have to ask why. I wonder why God has placed so much physical pain in my life, some would say God uses my pain to show me my strength or to show me that I am capable of carrying any load that life piles on my back, but I don’t always see myself as a strong person especially when I have moments of emotional weakness like I’ve been having a lot in the last few weeks.

You all know that I am always telling you about how I’m constantly questioning God about what his plan and purpose is for my life. Well, I sometimes feel like its because I have moments of emotional weakness and moments when my faith and trust in God are severely lacking, that God is making me wait to show me what his purpose for the life that he has so graciously given me is. I know that God has placed me in the roles of daughter, sister, granddaughter, niece, cousin, aunt & friend which are all roles that I cherish and I try my best to be good at, but I always feel there is something more that I’m supposed to be doing with my life. I always feel as if God has something else planned for my life but he’s making me wait or maybe he is preparing me for whatever that something more is. Right now it feels as if God is sending me through my life’s storms so that I can learn the lessons that he has planted within each storm. Its like as I wade my way through the storms of life each lesson that I learn is preparing me for something greater that God has planned for me. I have to admit that I struggle tremendously with waiting for God to show me what exactly his plans and purposes are for this life that he has sent me into, this life that he graces me with each morning when I open my eyes from a night of rest to see a new day. I wonder if once I know my full purpose will I then be able to live my best life without so many of life’s storms (health issues) interrupting my journey to happiness and contentment.

That’s just my perspective!๐Ÿ’œ

PBZT Family, tell me what’s your definition of the phrases “living my life to its fullest” and “living my best life. Please leave your responses in the comment section.


12 thoughts on “Waiting On My Best Life #64

    1. Latisha, I don’t have the words in my vocabulary that can truly, adequately express how much I appreciate your support. Most people I know in this world wouldn’t be so supportive of someone they have never met in person and that’s just one reason why your friendship & support mean the world to me. Thanks for the nomination for the Sunshine Blogger Award, I am honored that you thought of me and my little piece of the blogging world.๐Ÿ’œ


  1. I can tell your post is from the heart. You are relational and real. Thank you for sharing. I am currently living my best life. It is nothing that I had planned for myself, but I am having an amazing time. One of my friends recently posted on my blog saying that God knew what I needed and he prepared a way for my current situation (living on a ranch and being a mom to horses and cattle dogs.) My current adventure has taught me that you find happiness in unexpected places and in God’s time.

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    1. Thanks so much for your comment it is very much appreciated. I can tell just by your smile in your profile picture that you are genuinely enjoying life. I absolutely love the name of your blog, it makes me think of the theme song from the show Green Acres.๐Ÿ’œ


  2. I am also waiting on the Lord to tell me my next step. I think the question you ask is important because if we aren’t intentionally seeking God’s will for us, we can get trapped in thinking that we should do what we think will make us happy. I know I am tempted daily to make decisions without hearing from God but I know that his plana are worth waiting for. So for me, I believe my best life is the one that he has planned for me. It’s hard not to have a pity party in the meantime but I’m focusing on growing in other ways, asking God to teach me about him or show me my unknown sin.

    Our blog over at Belovedlove is about pity parties too it turns out ๐Ÿ™‚ Seems like that’s “going around” this time of year! http://belovedlove.org/reflections/2019/04/09/complaint-and-contentment-from-bitter-to-better/

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    1. Kiley, thank you so much for taking a moment to read my blog and for your encouraging comment. I look forward to reading your blog.๐Ÿ’œ

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  3. I am so sorry that you have to deal with pain everyday. I have a sister who is in the same boat. I can’t say that I understand, but I do believe that God has a reason for everything that happens in this life. God will bless you, I know it!

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  4. I love reading your blogs! You are a very positive person and God has not put more on you than you can handle. I am a firm believer that God tries to get our attention when you allows us to be in pain or to be in difficult situations. Pray and meditate to listen for God’s voice as well as His instructions.

    Living life to the fullest means I’m in a better place today than I was yesterday. I am striving for greatness and to be in that happy place. Always looking to be productive and inspiring. Living life to uplift someone else’s life.

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    1. Latisha, thank you for always leaving such awesomely kind comments and advice & for your continued support of my blogging journey.๐Ÿ’œ


  5. Some days I honestly think just getting through the day is living your best life.

    It would be amazing to be able to do all these amazing things every day that would certainly look like โ€˜living your best lifeโ€™ but the reality is with working to make a living, looking after a home and parenting, there is little time for anything more exciting than that.

    But maybe living our best life is recognising that itโ€™s the small moments of joy in our day that really are us reaching our full potential and living the greatest life.

    Thatโ€™s certainly enough for me.

    Iโ€™ll life the high life on retiring ๐Ÿ˜‰

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